Story of My Life

Jul 31, 200911 min read

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lilhazelstar

Published: Jul 31, 2009

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First a nice moment...

Take a look. I have a new pair of shoes I was working on for my Cousin Carina.

It was her 15th Birthday two weeks ago and I was working on these as a Birthday present.

Problem is: Once I put scotch guard on them...it bled and I'm not happy at all with how it looks right now. I have to go draw on them again...yippy... :/

So right now I'm not the happiest person in the world right now.

I currently have no actual financial aid like I used to. Currently all I'm being offered is loans. I know I'm lucky enough to have that but honestly I don't have the money to go into debt so I'm kinda screwed at the moment.

I'm not producing enough artwork for the Fall graduating class show I'd be in. I'm artisticly stuck and completely out of it.

I've been on DA for a good 2 years now and do you want to know my most popular deviation???

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Funny enough its been on the top (last time I checked) of all the Snape Stamps here in DA....but I'm just coming to the conclusion that no one on here is really into personal art work from artists. All we deviants seem to be into is the fan art or even those great DC and Marvel illustrators on DA that show all of the comic artwork and such. I think its a load of crap. But then again I'm guilty of the same sin although I do watch some people for their artwork that has nothing to do with fan anything. I'm just frustrated because I don't know if its just I'm not getting out there or if my work actually does suck. Its very depressing to me that I feel this way...but everytime I think I might get a bite from some people whether it be through commission work or free stuff....I always come back disappointed. Whatever. Story of my life.

Sorry for the rant. I just needed to get it out of my system.

These are still for sale. They are $12 ($6 for the piece & $6 for shipping).

2in Canvas Drawing Commissions by lilhazelstar

I would like to make more but honestly no one has contacted me to ask for a commission so I won't make any more until I either do get a response or get inspired.